fantroll writing vent piece
Posted: Sat Oct 21, 2023 6:42 pm
hi.
im new here and just needed a place to post this vent piece i made.
tw for alluding abusive relationship and murder/torture mention
thank you for your time. -orphan account
V: Can we talk?
K: Sure vec.
V: Like a serious talk.
V: Extremely serious.
K: Alright then
K: Go on
V: Ive been having these thoughts about you
K: what kinda thoughts?
V: violent, murderous thoughts
K: …
V: i love you so much Kalvin
V: but you treat me so horribly sometimes
V: and i swear im not an angry person
V: but you make me just want to hurt you so bad
K: so i learn my lesson?
V: no
V: for you to know how much i love you
V: i dont want to hurt you out of hatred but love
V: and showing you my love through violence feels like the only way i can show it
K: do you plan on acting on these actions?
V: do you plan on verbally abusing me again?
K: not particularly……
V: then maybe not.
V: does this scare you?
K: you want me to lie?
V: no
K: then yes it does scare me
K: alot
V: Its not my fault
V: you make me feel this way
V: i do love you Kal
V: i love you so much
V: it hurts how much i love you
V: but sometimes you’re just the absolute worst
K: and im sorry bout that Vectel
K: i do love you
K: and i know you love me
K: but
V: dont fucking say anything
V: dont ruin this moment
K: but you just make me so angry sometimes
K: and i dont like being angry
K: i get like him
K: and you know how he was
V: i know
V: but you cant help it
V: and i understand that
V: but is it wrong for me to retaliate?
V: is it wrong for me to wish violence upon you while you make me feel the worst ive ever felt?
K: …..
K: i dont know how to answer that
im new here and just needed a place to post this vent piece i made.
tw for alluding abusive relationship and murder/torture mention
thank you for your time. -orphan account
V: Can we talk?
K: Sure vec.
V: Like a serious talk.
V: Extremely serious.
K: Alright then
K: Go on
V: Ive been having these thoughts about you
K: what kinda thoughts?
V: violent, murderous thoughts
K: …
V: i love you so much Kalvin
V: but you treat me so horribly sometimes
V: and i swear im not an angry person
V: but you make me just want to hurt you so bad
K: so i learn my lesson?
V: no
V: for you to know how much i love you
V: i dont want to hurt you out of hatred but love
V: and showing you my love through violence feels like the only way i can show it
K: do you plan on acting on these actions?
V: do you plan on verbally abusing me again?
K: not particularly……
V: then maybe not.
V: does this scare you?
K: you want me to lie?
V: no
K: then yes it does scare me
K: alot
V: Its not my fault
V: you make me feel this way
V: i do love you Kal
V: i love you so much
V: it hurts how much i love you
V: but sometimes you’re just the absolute worst
K: and im sorry bout that Vectel
K: i do love you
K: and i know you love me
K: but
V: dont fucking say anything
V: dont ruin this moment
K: but you just make me so angry sometimes
K: and i dont like being angry
K: i get like him
K: and you know how he was
V: i know
V: but you cant help it
V: and i understand that
V: but is it wrong for me to retaliate?
V: is it wrong for me to wish violence upon you while you make me feel the worst ive ever felt?
K: …..
K: i dont know how to answer that